forcin' my lips to smile

It's been a couple of weeks now since Bo just packed up and left. He told me that he'd sent me a good recommendation, but who knows when that will be. Or if he'll even bother to do it in the first place. I'm not holding my breath. I understand why he had to go though, I just wish he hadn't left me in a lurch. Oh well, I guess. It just means having to find a new job. That shouldn't be too hard right? I have a couple of interviews lined up, which I'm hoping will work. I mean, my resume is impeccable. I'm an impeccable secretary, I know that. It's just that I always find myself nervous in these situations and I don't know why. I guess making good first impressions on people. That's the one thing I haven't ever been good at. I'm good at keeping things organized and making sure that people get to where they need to on time and all of that, but me being me is always a problem.

I guess I can't really help that though, since I am me and that's not going to change anytime soon. I guess I should go and get ready for this interview. It's at Steels Investments of all places. Hardly the photography type, but it wasn't like I was ever good at taking photos anyway. I have to earn a living after all, and I can't do that just sitting around and waiting for someone to buy my stuff.

I wish there was someone to wish me luck, but I don't even have my obnoxious boss to do that for me anymore. It's just me. I'm all alone at the Plantation too. Well not really, exactly but for all intents and purposes I am. I'm just never going to fit in, I suppose I've got to learn to accept that one day and stop trying so hard. It never works, either way.

Right, so acceptance and a job. That's all I need.

Yeah right.